Yeah, I know, I'm an idiot

[charliesmum]

So Charlie's friend Devon, he's the son of the woman who decided to stop talking to me, and he made a comment about how his mom had 'issues' with me, and something about not being allowed to play with Charlie for awhile or something, and I got fed up and I called her, which, yeah, was stupid. That rushing sound was my pride being tossed out the window.

Apparently I did things she 'doesn't want to get into', what I honestly can't imagine, and she just 'doesn't want to hang out with me' any more.

And I'm really upset that it upsets me this much.

I wish I knew what I did. And at any rate, you'd think what ever sins I transgressed would be mitigated by the numorous times I watched their demon child so they could have some time alone, or all the things I gave them when they had the foster kids, or the fact I was there for her when they were going through all the drama with the foster kids. I once raced to the school with clothes for their son when he had an accident because Jennifer wasn't in the area.

And I really hate not getting in the last word. Don't you hate it when you really want to call back and say 'yeah, well...' but you know it is just going to wind up hurting you more?

Defriending sucks.

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[chavvah.livejournal.com]

A former friend of mine did something similar to me once upon a time... she simply stopped being my friend one day--quit returning my calls, punked out on our season tickets to the theatre--and the only reason I found out is because I ran into her at a party and she hella dissed me in front of a bunch of people. It was pretty harsh. I went home that night and cried my eyes out.

I don't mind if someone just doesn't want to be friends anymore. It hurts, but I get that it happens. But at least have the decency to tell me to my face.

Whatever her reasoning is, she's not being very mature about it. Judging from your original post, her original reason for being angry was pretty specious. I know you miss her, and you probably will hurt over this for a while, but it sounds like you're better off without her. Seriously? You are a great person, and a stellar mum. Don't let anyone tell you different.