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charliesmum ([personal profile] charliesmum) wrote2005-12-12 09:35 am

Blurgh - Whiny post ahead.

Two interviews today - one for a part time job, and another for a full time job that I don't think will pay enough, but is worth at least looking into.

I didn't get any sleep last night. Just tense and physically uncomfortable by turns. When I finally did fall asleep I had weird dreams.

Then husband calls just now and mentions some bills we need to pay. It is irrational, but I don't want to have to deal with them. Why can't he just do it? I know I'm home, and I can do it, I just don't want to. I don't want to think any more, you know?

Sigh.

Must get dressed now.

[identity profile] cactus-wren.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck on the interviews!

[identity profile] wolfma.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I know exactly how you feel.

But do get the bills paid. The alternative is even worse.

[identity profile] erinlin.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck- I'll keep my fingers crossed!

[identity profile] carlanime.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
::hugs:: Best of luck with the interviews.

[identity profile] deviantauthor.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Huge hugs.

[identity profile] meadowrue.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck on your interviews.

[identity profile] crossbow1.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Can't you just ask him to take care of the bills himself?

I used to work at a credit counseling agency, and I noticed that the people in the most trouble were the ones where one spouse took care of all the finances and the other spouse was clueless. (Or maybe pretending to be clueless so they wouldn't have to talk to me...)

[identity profile] quackaquacka.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck, I hope they go well!

[identity profile] lizzyrose89.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck with the interviews!

[identity profile] hihankara.livejournal.com 2005-12-12 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Will send good thoughts your way about the interviews!

As for the bill paying thing, I can completely relate. You are dealing with a lot right now, even if it doesnt mean "doing" something tangible.

[identity profile] eslyssa.livejournal.com 2005-12-13 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
Hello, darl'. I'm getting ready to send holiday cards, and I cannot find your address anywhere, and I'd like to send you one. Could you possibly email it to me at eslyssa@gmail.com (or post it in my second-to-most-recent-post which is all screened)?