Blurgh - Whiny post ahead.
Dec. 12th, 2005 09:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Two interviews today - one for a part time job, and another for a full time job that I don't think will pay enough, but is worth at least looking into.
I didn't get any sleep last night. Just tense and physically uncomfortable by turns. When I finally did fall asleep I had weird dreams.
Then husband calls just now and mentions some bills we need to pay. It is irrational, but I don't want to have to deal with them. Why can't he just do it? I know I'm home, and I can do it, I just don't want to. I don't want to think any more, you know?
Sigh.
Must get dressed now.
I didn't get any sleep last night. Just tense and physically uncomfortable by turns. When I finally did fall asleep I had weird dreams.
Then husband calls just now and mentions some bills we need to pay. It is irrational, but I don't want to have to deal with them. Why can't he just do it? I know I'm home, and I can do it, I just don't want to. I don't want to think any more, you know?
Sigh.
Must get dressed now.
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on 2005-12-12 02:45 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 02:45 pm (UTC)But do get the bills paid. The alternative is even worse.
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on 2005-12-12 03:15 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 04:16 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 04:19 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 04:45 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 04:50 pm (UTC)I used to work at a credit counseling agency, and I noticed that the people in the most trouble were the ones where one spouse took care of all the finances and the other spouse was clueless. (Or maybe pretending to be clueless so they wouldn't have to talk to me...)
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on 2005-12-12 05:02 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 05:26 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2005-12-12 06:51 pm (UTC)As for the bill paying thing, I can completely relate. You are dealing with a lot right now, even if it doesnt mean "doing" something tangible.
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on 2005-12-13 04:04 am (UTC)