Morning

I've just been trying to pare down my icons, since I'm going back to just 35 of them soon. It's harder than I thought. At first it was easy; I got rid of the ones I just never use, but that still left me with 50, and narrowing that down is just hard. I'm at 40 now. I'll get there.

I also quit the ghost group. It was a hard decision, but I feel better having made it. I just don't have the time to committ to it. Well, not time so much as dedication. I just wasn't giving that group the focus it needs, and I just don't think I cared enough.

I've got the Shakespeare Company, and that takes up enough of my time really. I am the president, after all. And we're supposedly starting up the next rehearsals soon, so that's enough to be getting on with.

Meanwhile, I've managed to lose my camera. After I posted yesterday I realised I didn't have it. I think it fell from my purse when I took the boys to the park in the morning, so naturally it is now long gone. I'm very upset about this. I don't have any money to get a new camera, and I'm not sure how I can deal with not having one!

Losing the camera just makes me feel even more tense about our money situation. The husband keeps saying he's getting lots of jobs and more money coming it, but it is always jam tomorrow with him. I know I need to get a bloody job, but I don't know what to do, and right now, with school being out, it would be almost impossible to find somene to watch Charlie, and the thought of that makes me so sad anyway.

I need help.

P.S. Four-Leaf Clover Count: 118

Morning

I've just been trying to pare down my icons, since I'm going back to just 35 of them soon. It's harder than I thought. At first it was easy; I got rid of the ones I just never use, but that still left me with 50, and narrowing that down is just hard. I'm at 40 now. I'll get there.

I also quit the ghost group. It was a hard decision, but I feel better having made it. I just don't have the time to committ to it. Well, not time so much as dedication. I just wasn't giving that group the focus it needs, and I just don't think I cared enough.

I've got the Shakespeare Company, and that takes up enough of my time really. I am the president, after all. And we're supposedly starting up the next rehearsals soon, so that's enough to be getting on with.

Meanwhile, I've managed to lose my camera. After I posted yesterday I realised I didn't have it. I think it fell from my purse when I took the boys to the park in the morning, so naturally it is now long gone. I'm very upset about this. I don't have any money to get a new camera, and I'm not sure how I can deal with not having one!

Losing the camera just makes me feel even more tense about our money situation. The husband keeps saying he's getting lots of jobs and more money coming it, but it is always jam tomorrow with him. I know I need to get a bloody job, but I don't know what to do, and right now, with school being out, it would be almost impossible to find somene to watch Charlie, and the thought of that makes me so sad anyway.

I need help.

P.S. Four-Leaf Clover Count: 118