Bad day...

I've decided I know what Luna Lovegood did after Hogwarts. Mr Ollivander took her on as an apprentice and taught her wandlore and how one goes about making wands.

I think it would be a job that suits her; she has a good understanding of human nature, and is very smart and ( slight spoiler, I think )

Charlie is playing at his friend's this afternoon, and is having dinner there, and I should really be Doing Something Useful, but I'm in a very bad state of mind at the moment, and can't seem to get motivated to do anything other than stare at the computer.

And I'm a big coward, because the husband actually asked point blank if something was wrong, and I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't get the words out. It wasn't very fair to him at all, but I just couldn't do it. I can't seem to open that door. I'm a coward.

It didn't help that, when I asked him if he'd applied to this job he said he was going to apply to he asked me if I'd made him a resume. A)He didn't ask me to make him one when he mentioned the job and B) I had made him one awhile ago and C) Why is that my responsibility? I don't know what his skills are.

Then today my mother called and made me feel really horrible. Just horrible. Won't go into details, it will make me cry. I know she just wants me to get my life together but still.

Sorry. I hadn't meant this to get so self-pitying, but there it is, and I'm leaving it because, well, that's what I do.

What do you think of the Luna theory?

Bad day...

I've decided I know what Luna Lovegood did after Hogwarts. Mr Ollivander took her on as an apprentice and taught her wandlore and how one goes about making wands.

I think it would be a job that suits her; she has a good understanding of human nature, and is very smart and ( slight spoiler, I think )

Charlie is playing at his friend's this afternoon, and is having dinner there, and I should really be Doing Something Useful, but I'm in a very bad state of mind at the moment, and can't seem to get motivated to do anything other than stare at the computer.

And I'm a big coward, because the husband actually asked point blank if something was wrong, and I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't get the words out. It wasn't very fair to him at all, but I just couldn't do it. I can't seem to open that door. I'm a coward.

It didn't help that, when I asked him if he'd applied to this job he said he was going to apply to he asked me if I'd made him a resume. A)He didn't ask me to make him one when he mentioned the job and B) I had made him one awhile ago and C) Why is that my responsibility? I don't know what his skills are.

Then today my mother called and made me feel really horrible. Just horrible. Won't go into details, it will make me cry. I know she just wants me to get my life together but still.

Sorry. I hadn't meant this to get so self-pitying, but there it is, and I'm leaving it because, well, that's what I do.

What do you think of the Luna theory?