Bad day...
Aug. 2nd, 2007 03:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charliesmumI've decided I know what Luna Lovegood did after Hogwarts. Mr Ollivander took her on as an apprentice and taught her wandlore and how one goes about making wands.
I think it would be a job that suits her; she has a good understanding of human nature, and is very smart and the two of them obviously bonded while prisoners, and I could see Mr Ollivander telling Luna some of the craft secrets, and her being interested, and him seeing in her someone capable of taking over for him someday.
Charlie is playing at his friend's this afternoon, and is having dinner there, and I should really be Doing Something Useful, but I'm in a very bad state of mind at the moment, and can't seem to get motivated to do anything other than stare at the computer.
And I'm a big coward, because the husband actually asked point blank if something was wrong, and I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't get the words out. It wasn't very fair to him at all, but I just couldn't do it. I can't seem to open that door. I'm a coward.
It didn't help that, when I asked him if he'd applied to this job he said he was going to apply to he asked me if I'd made him a resume. A)He didn't ask me to make him one when he mentioned the job and B) I had made him one awhile ago and C) Why is that my responsibility? I don't know what his skills are.
Then today my mother called and made me feel really horrible. Just horrible. Won't go into details, it will make me cry. I know she just wants me to get my life together but still.
Sorry. I hadn't meant this to get so self-pitying, but there it is, and I'm leaving it because, well, that's what I do.
What do you think of the Luna theory?
I think it would be a job that suits her; she has a good understanding of human nature, and is very smart and the two of them obviously bonded while prisoners, and I could see Mr Ollivander telling Luna some of the craft secrets, and her being interested, and him seeing in her someone capable of taking over for him someday.
Charlie is playing at his friend's this afternoon, and is having dinner there, and I should really be Doing Something Useful, but I'm in a very bad state of mind at the moment, and can't seem to get motivated to do anything other than stare at the computer.
And I'm a big coward, because the husband actually asked point blank if something was wrong, and I couldn't tell him. I just couldn't get the words out. It wasn't very fair to him at all, but I just couldn't do it. I can't seem to open that door. I'm a coward.
It didn't help that, when I asked him if he'd applied to this job he said he was going to apply to he asked me if I'd made him a resume. A)He didn't ask me to make him one when he mentioned the job and B) I had made him one awhile ago and C) Why is that my responsibility? I don't know what his skills are.
Then today my mother called and made me feel really horrible. Just horrible. Won't go into details, it will make me cry. I know she just wants me to get my life together but still.
Sorry. I hadn't meant this to get so self-pitying, but there it is, and I'm leaving it because, well, that's what I do.
What do you think of the Luna theory?
