Heavy Sigh
Jan. 25th, 2006 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I went to the thing about the substutite teaching yesterday. It was vaguely interesting, but basically I'd have to pay $75 to get my certificate, which is fine, then pay $7 to get the background check done, and then they want me to pay them $160 for 3 nights of training on how to be a substitute teacher. Now I'm just thinking about it, and trying to decide if it is something I really can and want to do.
Today though I am feeling very pessimistic about my life. This whole week really I've been in this downward slump, I don't know if it is the weather, hormones, or because I have the most mild case of bi-polar disorder ever, but I am just not feeling happy this week.
To top it off I made a stupid mistake on this email today so I am convinced the boss guy is going to decide I suck and not keep me on after all. I suck at working.
It didn't help that yesterday I had to call this hotel and get the credit card billing straightened out. It wasn't my fault, but I still felt stupid and that I can't ever do anything right ever.
Today though I am feeling very pessimistic about my life. This whole week really I've been in this downward slump, I don't know if it is the weather, hormones, or because I have the most mild case of bi-polar disorder ever, but I am just not feeling happy this week.
To top it off I made a stupid mistake on this email today so I am convinced the boss guy is going to decide I suck and not keep me on after all. I suck at working.
It didn't help that yesterday I had to call this hotel and get the credit card billing straightened out. It wasn't my fault, but I still felt stupid and that I can't ever do anything right ever.
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on 2006-01-25 03:23 pm (UTC)It'll all work out.
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on 2006-01-25 03:26 pm (UTC)This is the worst time of year for depression, experts say, and you're definitely not alone in feeling down.
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on 2006-01-25 03:26 pm (UTC)Or, if that doesn't work for you, I hear oreos dipped in ice cream and covered with chocolate syrup can work wonders. LOL
Either way, I hope your blues dissipate soon. *hug*
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on 2006-01-25 03:36 pm (UTC)I think charliesmum is fantastic. I wish I could take charliesmum out for drinks and chocolate cake later tonight, to make her feel better. Referring to charliesmum in the third person is fun. But, really, she's fabulous. I hope she feels better soon.
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on 2006-01-25 11:59 pm (UTC)Must someday soon get to Boston.
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on 2006-01-25 03:36 pm (UTC)I hope your mood lifts, because that sounds like a bad case of the winter blahs. Hang in there.
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on 2006-01-25 03:44 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2006-01-25 04:41 pm (UTC)i can find out the phone number of the office for you if you want.
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on 2006-01-26 12:01 am (UTC)no subject
on 2006-01-26 12:33 am (UTC)hope you're feeling better!
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on 2006-01-25 06:29 pm (UTC)I always read your posts, and am glad to have you on my friend's list. I want to meet you someday. And I think there's a little boy who'd say that you're the bestest Mommy every.
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on 2006-01-25 06:29 pm (UTC)We all get days like this, hon. It'll pass.
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on 2006-01-25 06:59 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2006-01-25 07:08 pm (UTC)You're a great mom.
You tell fun stories.
You have a great sense of humor.
And way more stuff too.
way.
more.
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on 2006-01-26 12:00 am (UTC)no subject
on 2006-01-26 03:08 am (UTC)A word of caution re: substitute teaching -- kids are awful people. They torture subs.