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Last night around 9ish Charlie and I were driving home from my friend's house. I have a cold, and I was feeling really horrible; my asthma was acting up a bit, and my nose was all runny. It was a dark night, and there was a spider on (thankfully) the outside of the windshield of my car that was just a bit distracting.
I was just approaching an intersection when a dog darted out in front of me. My brain went 'aaaah! Dog!' and I swerved to the right and slammed on the brakes as I chanted, 'please don't let me hit it, please don't let me hit it.'
I saw the dog turn and race back to the sidewalk, and, my heart pounding, I pulled into a nearby parking lot. I needed to let my heart get down to normal speed, and I wanted to go find the dog; to make sure it was okay and to find its home if I could.
The owners of the dog were in their driveway, hugging and scolding the puppy - it was obviously a puppy, and very excited to be outside. Some sort of a boxer, he jumped and wagged and licked and was fine, thank goodness. I spoke to the people a few seconds, said I just wanted to make sure it was okay. They apologised, and thanked me for stopping to check that the dog was okay and apologising again. I gave the dog a pat and we left. Poor Charlie was a bit shaken too.
It occurred to me that it could have been a really horrible moment in my life if just one little thing had been different; if I hadn't seen the dog on time, if someone was behind me when I slammed on the brakes; if the spider had been on the inside of the car...
But I saw the dog on time, no one was behind me, and the spider legged it, I think, when we were talking to the dog's owners. Nothing horrible happened, except experiencing a rush of adrenaline which actually helped my asthma.
Kind of a miracle, right?
I was just approaching an intersection when a dog darted out in front of me. My brain went 'aaaah! Dog!' and I swerved to the right and slammed on the brakes as I chanted, 'please don't let me hit it, please don't let me hit it.'
I saw the dog turn and race back to the sidewalk, and, my heart pounding, I pulled into a nearby parking lot. I needed to let my heart get down to normal speed, and I wanted to go find the dog; to make sure it was okay and to find its home if I could.
The owners of the dog were in their driveway, hugging and scolding the puppy - it was obviously a puppy, and very excited to be outside. Some sort of a boxer, he jumped and wagged and licked and was fine, thank goodness. I spoke to the people a few seconds, said I just wanted to make sure it was okay. They apologised, and thanked me for stopping to check that the dog was okay and apologising again. I gave the dog a pat and we left. Poor Charlie was a bit shaken too.
It occurred to me that it could have been a really horrible moment in my life if just one little thing had been different; if I hadn't seen the dog on time, if someone was behind me when I slammed on the brakes; if the spider had been on the inside of the car...
But I saw the dog on time, no one was behind me, and the spider legged it, I think, when we were talking to the dog's owners. Nothing horrible happened, except experiencing a rush of adrenaline which actually helped my asthma.
Kind of a miracle, right?
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on 2009-09-28 04:54 pm (UTC)I spent ages after I rolled my car on the corner of an A Road in Somerset (our roads go M - motorway, A - major road and B - minor road, with numbers after the letters) feeling alternately freaked out and amazed that it wasn't worse - that I hadn't hit anything coming the other way, that I hadn't overly injured myself, that I managed to walk away. It's weird, what the brain does to cope/compensate, isn't it?
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