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charliesmumAs I am sure you are all well aware, three days of gloom and rain is enough to dampen anyone's spirits, and mine are fairly soaked at this point.
I'm still waiting to hear from that job. The woman told me a decision would be made 'late' this week, but I don't know if 'late' means Wednesday, Thursday or Friday. Then I try to tell myself no news is good news, but I have no idea how good they are about letting people know if the didn't get the job. For all I know the position is filled and they just haven't gotten around to telling me.
I still have the substitute thing, and I did get all my paperwork in, so I assume that is still a 'go' but there's no insurance in it, and the money isn't that fantastic. I'd still be depending on the husband to bring home the bulk of our income, and I don't want to do that anymore because frankly he's not that reliable.
The worst part is, despite best efforts, I have hung most of my hopes on this job, which was really not a bright thing to do.
I don't really know what point I am trying to make here. What I think I want is someone to show up with a crystal ball and tell me that everything is going to work out the way I need it to. I just want to get on with it. I want to know what is going to happen next. I want what is going to happen next to be happening.
Gah.
I'm still waiting to hear from that job. The woman told me a decision would be made 'late' this week, but I don't know if 'late' means Wednesday, Thursday or Friday. Then I try to tell myself no news is good news, but I have no idea how good they are about letting people know if the didn't get the job. For all I know the position is filled and they just haven't gotten around to telling me.
I still have the substitute thing, and I did get all my paperwork in, so I assume that is still a 'go' but there's no insurance in it, and the money isn't that fantastic. I'd still be depending on the husband to bring home the bulk of our income, and I don't want to do that anymore because frankly he's not that reliable.
The worst part is, despite best efforts, I have hung most of my hopes on this job, which was really not a bright thing to do.
I don't really know what point I am trying to make here. What I think I want is someone to show up with a crystal ball and tell me that everything is going to work out the way I need it to. I just want to get on with it. I want to know what is going to happen next. I want what is going to happen next to be happening.
Gah.
