you say goodbye, I say hello
Aug. 22nd, 2008 10:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charliesmumETA here's the listing for the house
Yesterday we drove by our old house and saw that they are having an open house this weekend, which obviously means the house is finished.
I'm torn between wanting to see what it looks like and not wanting to go in there for reasons that I can't completely define. Too much of a 'what could have been' moment, perhaps, or just basic jealousy.
Coincidentally, my lawyer filed my divorce papers this week. I say 'coincidentally' because it seems like both incidents are the full stop on my past life, and it is officially over.
And I'm not sure how I feel. I think I feel a bit sad, but then I'm not sad, really. Bittersweet, I suppose.
But...like ee cumming once wrote, endings are just beginnings with their hats on.
Yesterday we drove by our old house and saw that they are having an open house this weekend, which obviously means the house is finished.
I'm torn between wanting to see what it looks like and not wanting to go in there for reasons that I can't completely define. Too much of a 'what could have been' moment, perhaps, or just basic jealousy.
Coincidentally, my lawyer filed my divorce papers this week. I say 'coincidentally' because it seems like both incidents are the full stop on my past life, and it is officially over.
And I'm not sure how I feel. I think I feel a bit sad, but then I'm not sad, really. Bittersweet, I suppose.
But...like ee cumming once wrote, endings are just beginnings with their hats on.