Well, apparently I suck
Jul. 11th, 2006 09:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
charliesmumI didn't get a part in the play.
Francie, the lady who had to give me the news, said they might want me to be 'Valentine' or 'The Priest' but I'm sorry, I'm not up for losing graciously at this point, so I said I don't think so. I'm selfish. If I can't be a decent part, then it will be too painful for me to be there at all.
I always thought I could do Shakespeare.I suck at so many other things in my life, I'm not good at anything really, but this I thought, if I just had the chance, I could do it, but apparently not. It was like the one hope I had left in the world, and now that is gone.
I'm really, really depressed right now.
Francie, the lady who had to give me the news, said they might want me to be 'Valentine' or 'The Priest' but I'm sorry, I'm not up for losing graciously at this point, so I said I don't think so. I'm selfish. If I can't be a decent part, then it will be too painful for me to be there at all.
I always thought I could do Shakespeare.I suck at so many other things in my life, I'm not good at anything really, but this I thought, if I just had the chance, I could do it, but apparently not. It was like the one hope I had left in the world, and now that is gone.
I'm really, really depressed right now.
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on 2006-07-12 03:07 am (UTC)It may also be part of a way that your time is free during this time period for some other opportunity that you wouldn't be able to take on if you were committed to the play.