Well, apparently I suck
Jul. 11th, 2006 09:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I didn't get a part in the play.
Francie, the lady who had to give me the news, said they might want me to be 'Valentine' or 'The Priest' but I'm sorry, I'm not up for losing graciously at this point, so I said I don't think so. I'm selfish. If I can't be a decent part, then it will be too painful for me to be there at all.
I always thought I could do Shakespeare.I suck at so many other things in my life, I'm not good at anything really, but this I thought, if I just had the chance, I could do it, but apparently not. It was like the one hope I had left in the world, and now that is gone.
I'm really, really depressed right now.
Francie, the lady who had to give me the news, said they might want me to be 'Valentine' or 'The Priest' but I'm sorry, I'm not up for losing graciously at this point, so I said I don't think so. I'm selfish. If I can't be a decent part, then it will be too painful for me to be there at all.
I always thought I could do Shakespeare.I suck at so many other things in my life, I'm not good at anything really, but this I thought, if I just had the chance, I could do it, but apparently not. It was like the one hope I had left in the world, and now that is gone.
I'm really, really depressed right now.
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on 2006-07-12 02:09 pm (UTC)As an actor, I know that hurt all too well. So I'm not going to try to say anything to cheer you up. Because even if you know that not getting cast doesn't mean you suck (and you don't suck), it's still a completely rotten feeling.
Don't let this be the end of your hopes, though.
I hope you find another show to audition for.